Last week was long. Very very very long.
I am so grateful that I do not have any sit down exams this semester - just lots of papers and projects that allow me to work at my own pace and creativity level.
That being said ... I have written a LOT of papers lately. It is starting to take its toll on me - I have spent a lot of time sitting at my desk in front of a computer screen and not outside, with Bruce or enjoying the other things that are going on in my life.
The only saving grace is that I am really loving what I am learning. For two years I took classes that were necessary for graduation, my concentration and ordination. Now I am finally taking classes just because they sparked my interest and fit into my schedule. It rocks. (A note to first and second years - you will get there I promise!!)
I spent a lot of time this week trying to come up with a good schedule for the upcoming year concerning my ordination. It IS NOT easy to be so far away from my ordination committee right now - so much has to happen and it is overwhelming at times. It's strange - for two years I have felt like I was in a holding pattern. Now all of a sudden things are taking off and I am frantically trying to keep up. I am surprised at how emotional I get when I start thinking about planning my ordination service at my church in Kent, CT - surrounded by the people who heard my call long before I was able to hear it myself. Man - ask Bruce - every time I start talking about it (okay, thinking about it), I start crying.
I also got some scary news this week - I am fine, my family is fine, but I was reminded at just how precious life is. And it has had me in a little bit of a daze.
Then the horrific shooting at Fort Hood happened. My heart just aches for the families who lost loved ones and who are still tending to the injured. I wish that there was more I could do for military personnel who are struggling desperately to understand their role while -as a country - we are at war.
All this is to say that my mind has been everywhere else but here. So I covet your prayers as I get through these next couple of weeks. I know that sometimes the best I can do is to just put one foot in front of the other. But I think for tonight I will just put my feet up and get myself ready for the week.
Peace,
Sarah
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